Jack Knoxville is the founder and Executive Director of Trans Empowerment Project. In addition to his activism, Jack is also a prolific writer and poet. In celebration of Black Poetry Day, here is a sampling of some of Jack’s work.
I’m too Angry
I’m too angry about my
Lived experiences
You know, The ones that
Get the privileged
Likes on Instagram
For “standing in solidarity with”
My anger,
no longer hidden by desperation, has made me a marked man
and will never get me heard over my Blackness or my Transness
Only discarded like the empty promises transcribed on protest signs
Strewn across empty streets
The posters that these t-shirt collectors put together
For fun,
On a Friday while
Drinking wine and filling their bellies
While I starved
For food
For funds
For friends
For family
For freedom
To BREATHE.
These moments
A movement, carried through the interwebs by tweeting birds
Drown out the sound of sorrow
In the void of isolation while the afflicted wrap themselves in the familiarity of loneliness
After being
tokenized, capitalized on
by slogans on swag
Under this guise of solidarity
These words,
Intentional splatters of ink
Meaningless to anything other than the page
Fall, and flop with a thud
In front of me, at my feet
When they work so hard to keep me out of the room, let alone near the table
My life’s a drag to hear about
To have gone through, to have to heal from
Especially when the hurt won’t stop
Is only valuable when told through other people’s voices
A story that affords me space for the price tag,
Of my soul for their swag,
But when the conference is over, and they go home, I’m the one that’s left with the night terrors of reality while they get to sleep.
Where in the hell are all of the solutions?
The weight of the world
rests not on my shoulders
but on my mind
It’s burning a hole in my throat
and tying my stomach in knots
as I think about all that I wish was not.
I need to be stimulated
not oppressed
I need to be educated
not distressed.
I need love
not guns
I need tolerance
not ignorance
I need excitement
not fear
I need food
not toxins
I need oxygen
not pollution
We need dreams
not nightmares
With so many problems
Where in the hell are all of the solutions?
